It's my life, not yours.
I can't wait for the day I'll finally be free from you.
-The person who remembered today why she has never liked you.
2016 is almost over. It's been a little over a decade since you were murdered but I still think about you a lot. I know it may seem ridiculous but I am constantly drawn to the spot you were killed. I don't know what it is I am expecting but I cannot help but to look for any sign that you are still there. It's so damn silly. I don't make any sense. I think it's just me missing you and the fact that you were taken from this world so quickly and unexpectedly. And you were too fucking young.
Christmas makes me think of you more probably since we worked very hard together on the Christmas parade stuff for our club.
You were such a beautiful soul. I miss you a lot.
Dear old friends,
I know that we've had our good and bad times. I know we've gone through some serious rap in our lives. But I'm reaching out to say I am truly sorry. I know I was a rough and tumble kid. I know I was a really messed up teenager. The abuse I suffered at both the hands of my mother, and a ex spouse were part and parcel for my behaviour. Now it doesn't excuse it, but it showed me life in a different Color, once I left both behind. I'm truly sorry. I wish things could've been different. I've raised 5 wonderful children, two of which to adulthood. I just wish we could've stayed friends. I wish you nothing but the best in life...& if our lives ever crossed paths again in here.
Dear precious little baby,
I am so excited to meet you. You're not even 10 weeks yet but I am already so excited. I'm so excited for you to meet your big brother. I hope he understands he's not being replaced, but instead he is adding a life long friend.
I hope you two become the best of friends and look out for each other and support each other for the rest of your lives. I don't even know if you're a boy or a girl yet. But I can't wait to find out.
We have some of the cutest names already picked out for when we officially know your gender.
And we can't wait til next week to announce your existence to all our friends. Our family already knows. But it's not official til it's Facebook official 😂
Love you little one. 😘