I've been struggling on how to forget you. I already stopped communicating with you for the past 2 years in order for us to have peace in every aspect. I stayed away from you. No phone numbers and even social media, you've been erased to my life. There was no "You" and I lived so happy. And suddenly you broke that silence! I hate you for that. Why do you have to bother me?! Just a simple text from you after that long period, I can't imagine that the feeling I already buried suddenly rose again. I hate you for that. Because of your simple hello, I'm struggling again! I hate you.
I know we we're good friends back then--buddies! But we can't continue that anymore. Things have changed especially now. The time I chose to bury your memories and friendship was also the time when I realized that I've already fallen with you. AND we both know that we cannot pursue that and that realization I cannot admit to you--forever. I cannot admit that you've gotten my heart subconsciously! :'(
Anyway, if I already forgotten this feeling before, I can also do the same thing and this time this is for good. This may take a bit longer but that would be fine, I can cope up..
The person that hates you the most,
I ( :P )